<font face = "comic sans MS" color="purple">Idealistic? - I stick to mine</font>

I have few ideologies that i've been practicing since i was in primary school and one of those is:

"I will not eat any painkillers!!"

Ok, why? simply because I dont want to eat them. I think I shouldn't eat them, so i dont...thats what ideology is, isn't it?haha..
Well, In my current situation, this ideology backfires me a bit..why? because im having chicken pox and was given "ponstan"(one type of painkillers...pondan?) to keep me from headache and itchiness..

I took all other medicine except for the painkiller..I just hate them..bcoz I think, its not fair..our body was actually suffering but the painkiller blocked the pain and leave us painless..It is a despotical act..(my opinion la..haha)And i keep on wondering, why would anyone love this "killer" so much?he's a murderer!! poor "pain".everyone hates pain..(mode: sad movie soundtrack)

Be a man! experienced the pain..feel the headache, withstand the itchiness, train urself to sleep in tht kind of situation..so tht u know what does it mean to be having chicken pox..otherwise, lets just call it "skin decoration disease" because the only things u r suffering is having hundreds of black dots all over ur skins after few days..so boringg..

Last night, at 3am, i woke up and feel like my whole body is burning..im feeling hot its a bit uncomfortable but its kind of excite me..because i feel like im having some kind of superpower..emitting fire from my entire body...having a fire aura like the super saiyan..so, i think mayb i could do it..i did a "kamehameha" moves and strikes...and amazingly, nothing happen!!
Dissapointedly, I went to the kitchen, grab some drinks and continued my sleep..

5am, i woke up and felt really fresh! all my headache was gone, leaving only some itchiness..i smiled, picked up the painkiller and confidently said, " I will survive, without U dear" and i laughed!!

p/s: Chicken pox does makes U "crazy"..


painkiller hater,
5yS